Well, much to my demise, we went over to a friend house tonight for Super Bowl. I really just wanted to waste away on the couch or in ahot bath~ Eric left again today for DC. My heart always hurts when he leaves. Not that we really do anything spectacular when he is here, buthe is here. Eric makes the days so much better. The kids love being with him and even tho I might not show it like I should, I do too..
But, to make my hubby happy and to give the kids a distraction we went to Kelli's. It was a good time. I couldn't help but think that this is the first time we have been there since we moved to Texas in October. I wondered briefly why that is~ but then I let my mind let go of that and just enjoyed the time.
It was a nice distraction.
then, at 9:30, we came home to the empty house with eric's pants still scented with his smell on the recliner and the house still a wreck. I immediately went over and picked up his pants to smell him, wishing he was still here.
Ugh- he is gone. I am still left here with the empty hole in my heart.
Wait - this was supposed to be about Ethan's healing... Oh, well my heart hurts!
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